I'm So Sick Of Praying To The
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I will be perfect or die trying.
HW:123
LW:55
SW:90
CW:(See posts)
GW:65
UGW:55
Current BMI: (See posts)
Goal BMI: 13

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[ ] Get back to 65 lbs

[ ] Quit smoking

[x] Dump Darryl

[ ] Clean bedroom/bathroom

[ ] Meet Mom

[ ] Pass driving test

[x] Take GED

[ ] Get a job

THE LiTTLE GOALS:

[x] Buy new "everyday" sweatshirt

[x] Take singing lessons

[ ] Start tanning again

[ ] Get bangs

[ ] Go back to natural haircolor

[x] Pass permit test

[x] Visit Grandma & Grandpa

[x] Take recent pic for Aunt Stella

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Been kinda busy lately...

but, I just wanted to stop by and say... YAY! I lost another 3 pounds :]


Friday, December 12, 2008

Oh. My. God.

I have a friend who's in college and home for the holidays... and my God she's gained a lot of weight living on spaghetti and frozen microwave dinners ("Lean" Cuisine? Haha I think not. I wonder if they've ever gotten sued for false adverising. Hahaha ). I felt bad for her, but she's pretty accepting about the weight gain. If it were me, I would just die, though! Luckily, I know how to cook, so I'll never be stuck in that situation.

Intake:
2 cups hibiscus tea
2 Diet Cokes
1 cup chicken-brown rice soup (with broccoli and cilantro bits)


Outtake:
Nothing
I'm out of diuretics and diet pills and I'm too depressed for exercise.




Saturday, December 06, 2008

So, we all know what it's like to have concerned family members...

Well, it seems like every couple of days, someone in my family gets a stick up their butt about my eating habits.  My aunt came over last night (not Stella, Lisa), and she brought cookies. Big, fat, buttery cookies (cinnamon-pecan to be exact). I should have ran for cover as soon as I saw the plate. But stupidly, I stayed and politely answered her small-talk questions... which eventually led to the topic of my weight... which eventually led to her almost literally cramming a cookie down my throat. And we're not talking little cookies, we're talking BIG friggin cookies. Oh... I can't tell you how angry that made me.

So, anyway... today, I'm gonna do maybe 450-500 cals. Appear semi-normal for a full day, and then maybe they'll get off my back for a while.

Intake:
Breakfast- 1 cup skim milk [85 cals], 1 hard-boiled egg [70 cals]
Lunch- 1/2 a potato [60 cals], light sour cream [40]
Dinner: 3 oz. salmon fillet [180 cals], peas and carrots [40 cals]





Friday, November 28, 2008

Thanksgiving was ok, I guess...

My dad made me participate in the whole "celebration." I was really not happy about it. So, I did eat, but I didn't binge. I had a potato with light sour cream and a corn muffin.
Today, I made up for it. Zero, zero, zero calories.

Intake:
3 Diet Cokes

Outtake:
15 mins in steam room
Bath with anise oil

Fast continuing. Hopefully, nothing interrupts it this time.